Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Reflections from Hait... how it all started

I just returned from a week-long medical mission trip in Haiti last Monday (03/22). Now after having time to reflect and soak things in, I'm prepared to write about my experiences.

I will begin with the story behind what brought me to Haiti... I had the opportunity to serve in Haiti with GCOM (God's Chosen One's Ministries http://www.gcomintl.org/) for 8 days last June. GCOM is a small, non-profit organization founded by two native Haitians in their twenties (Bobby W. and Garry D.) who were studying in the states but had a heart for their homeland. They have been sending short term medical teams of people from all across the U.S. 3 or 4 times a year since 2004.

Since my time in Haiti last June, I knew I would return, but was unsure of when that would be. The moment I learned of the Earthquake on January 12th (my Dad left me a voicemail), my heart sank. I thought and prayed for the safety of my dear friends in Haiti and their families and all the orphans I left behind in June... I wanted to hop on a plane right then and there to go help the Haitians, my extended family... I, as I'm sure many of you did, applied online to join the work of larger organizations with no success... When I learned that GCOM was returning to Haiti sooner than I expected, I made a request for time off of work for their March trip.

I'm ashamed to say that I nearly let worry, and my"responsibilities" at home get in the way of me going to Haiti. I worried about the seeming "lack of time" I had to prepare for the trip, and carried the burden of desiring to do things "decently and in order," instead of having faith and trust in God to provide all my needs! I'm soooo thankful for those friends who encouraged me to go, and for God's hand that gripped me one morning and COMPLETELY turned my priorities upside down! It was as if God was saying, "Listen Lydia! Your new roommates will survive without you, the broken garbage disposal can wait another month, the job search and studies can wait, and all those other little details can wait, but LIVES can't wait! You must go now!"

Yes, being prepared and doing things in order is good, but we must also be flexible. Just as Jesus took the time to stop his own agenda to heal the blind beggar on the side of the road in Luke 18:35-43, we must be sensitive to and yield to God's leading in our lives... Be malleable clay in the palm of His hands, so that we, in turn, can become "His hands and feet" to a world in need.

I'm thankful that God gave me, his initially hesitant and doubtful servant, the opportunity to serve the Haitians, and for his MANY provisions along the way! Let me tell you of how he BULLDOZED the path for me to go to Haiti! Hopefully what I learned will encourage you to take "leaps of faith" in your life for the Lord!

I believe it was Friday, February 26th when I sent my letter of intent/support to my church, friends and family. God moved quickly from that day forward! There were slim pickings for affordable flights to Haiti booking within two weeks of my departure and travel dates around the busy spring break season. However, after trying for hours to get in touch with Southwest airlines, the kind persons in customer service opened-up seats for me to use my free flight voucher to Ft. Lauderdale, making my travel expenses FAR less expensive!

I had made plans the month before to attend church with friends in Philadelphia the Sunday before my departure. Knowing this, Lori, our church secretary, arranged for a dear friend to speak on my behalf! Our church responded overwhelmingly to her "call to arms," they brought in DOUBLE the amount I needed for the trip, PLUS a manifold amount of supplies for the Haitians! Half of the monetary donations and supplies were used in support of my friend Ginny, another nurse in my church who would be working in Haiti at the same time! Thank you to the members of NCPC for your faithful and generous support of world missions!

A Sheep's Easter...

Welcome to my blog spot! For those who don't know me well, I'm a nurse by education, day dreamer by trade, and ultimately a woman who desires to know and follow the will of God, through the knowledge of our living Savior, Jesus Christ and His word (the Bible)! Despite my inadequacies, pride, failures, and lack of focus on Him, Christ faithfully continues to guides me with his patient, gentle hand! I am so grateful for my gracious and merciful Lord I've come to know deeper through the years, and desire to share of my experiences with Him!

I'll endeavor to post once monthly for starters... we'll see where things go from there!

The title of my blog is inspired by the words of the prophet Isaiah (53:4-6):

Surely He has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows;
Yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted.
But He was wounded for our transgressions,

He was bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed.
All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way;
And the Lord has laid on Him the iniquity of us all."


Yes, I am one of those lambs Isaiah spoke of. Le mouton erant (the wandering lamb in french), saved by the unfathomable grace of God, who through the sacrifice of his son, Jesus Christ, paid the penalty for our sins... "the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all." The penalty for any and all sin is death (Romans 6:23). Christ willingly came to this earth, walked among us, showed us how to live, then laid His own life down for a world that only rejected Him... Another one of Isaiah's prophecies fulfilled... "He was despised, and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and as one from whom men hide their face he wcas despised; and we esteemed him not" (Isaiah 53:3, ASV)

How would you feel if you offered someone a precious gift that cost you your ENTIRE life, for it only to be rejected by them! Let's not take Christ's sacrifice lightly!!! The reality is that we do... we tend to take Christ's sacrifice lightly... Why? Because we all have this in-born tendency to turn away from God...

We are all wondering lambs, running away from God, seeking to fulfill our sinful, self-centered desires... a path that leads to death and destruction. We see the results of sin so apparently in this day... marriages & families broken by divorce; lives ended prematurely by alcohol, suicide, and homicide; business and gov't leadership driven by greed; assaults on the dignity of women d through our sex-driven culture... Our world is such a mess... messed-up by sin!

Yet God has looked past our tendency to turn from Him, and has provided a way of escape from the consequences of sin. No more messy, bloody animal sacrifices... Christ became the spotless lamb for us! He paid the penalty for our sins through His death on the cross 2000 "Easter's" ago... Not only does he offer Eternal Life with Him, to those who accept his forgiveness and gift of salvation, but FREEDOM from being bound to sin and it's terrible consequences in this life! We only have to turn to Him!

I love the words of the Hymn At Calvary by William Newell:

  1. Years I spent in vanity and pride,
    Caring not my Lord was crucified,
    Knowing not it was for me He died
    On Calvary.
    • Refrain:
      Mercy there was great, and grace was free;
      Pardon there was multiplied to me;
      There my burdened soul found liberty
      At Calvary.
  2. By God’s Word at last my sin I learned;
    Then I trembled at the law I’d spurned,
    Till my guilty soul imploring turned
    To Calvary.
  3. Now I’ve giv’n to Jesus everything,
    Now I gladly own Him as my King,
    Now my raptured soul can only sing
    Of Calvary!
  4. Oh, the love that drew salvation’s plan!
    Oh, the grace that brought it down to man!
    Oh, the mighty gulf that God did span
    At Calvary!
Let's not take Christ's sacrifice for granted this Easter... My prayer is that you'd know His saving grace and love that He so freely offers to those who believe in Him!

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16